1 It's too late to say you're sorry. You've been gone from here too long. I hope you found what you were missing because I don't miss you here at all. 2 Perhaps when we find ourselves wanting everything, it is because we are dangerously close to wanting nothing. 3 I want things to be more than okay. For you to say what you mean and mean it. I want this tension, this awkwardness to be gone I don’t want you; that ship has sailed. I just want something other than this. 4 If I'm going to be alive, then I might as well be incredible. I want to do more than just exist. 5 It's taken me a long time to accept who he is and who he will never be. 6 She was a girl that spoke her mind, never played games and acted confident when she could barely stand looking in the mirror. She didn't gloat of her achievements, or tell of them even though she had made many. She lived in mistakes, in past regrets, and she's just beginning to realize that sometimes, you can't change things. That you can't go back in the past and sometimes, you just have to move on because life's too short to dwell on the unchangeable 7 So this is when we finally learn the real meaning of change. You do the things you used to be against, you date the people you thought you never would, and you befriend the people you used to hate. You'll learn what it's like to have your heart broken, to lose a friend that truly meant something to you, and to feel as if everything is really falling apart. There will be times that your life seems so absolutely horrible it feels like it's not real. Despite all this, good things will come too. You'll make the most amazing friends that will be there for you even when they probably shouldn't. Your broken heart will heal once you find the most perfect guy you've ever met, and just as nothing else can go wrong, things will only get better. There will be the days you are so happy, and the days that you feel like dying. Drama happens, gossip goes around, and people talk shit. Maybe this is just high school, maybe it's life, or maybe this is just what growing up is. 8 Your eyes cannot hide, what your lips won't say. 9 She had been a fool. A fool to think she could talk herself out of being in love with him. A fool to think that reason had anything to do with her heart. 10 The days will always be brighter because he existed, and the nights will always be darker because he's gone. And no matter what anybody says about grief, and about time healing all wounds, the truth is there are certain sorrows that never fade away until the heart stops beating & the last breath is taken. 11:11 I just want to give up, that's what I want to do. I don't want to care about boys, crushes, falling in love anymore. I just want to shut it all out because I'm so afraid of getting hurt. I just want you to understand. I just want you to understand my fears and still come after me. But I know you won't. You aren't going to come after me because it's not me you want. 12 I'm tired of people saying he’s not worth my tears. I f he wasn't worth it, I wouldn't still be crying. You don't know it, but that boy changed my world. You'll never know how much he meant to me. 13 Here's to being lied to. To being walked on, used, promised something and fed bullshit. Here's to seeing the best in him; not believing that he could possibly be as awful as he turned out to be. Here's to trusting over and over and over again because you really wanted to believe that what he did was a mistake, that he's changed. He won't change. The way he is and was is the way he always will be. If he lies to you, he doesn't feel you are good enough to hear the truth. If he plays you, you don't mean enough for him to be with just you. Breaking a promise means he is okay with disappointing you. He knows what he is doing when he's doing it. He knows what will hurt you and he does it anyway. As much as he says he does, he doesn't really care about you. Here's to him saying he's sorry. With him, its one of those words that is said so many times it doesn't even sound like a word anymore. The only reason he is sorry is because he was caught in his lie. Excuses mean nothing. Nothing he could possibly come up with could fix what he did. Now take this as a lesson learned. Let him go and move on. 14 I tried so hard, you know that, right? I tried harder than you could ever imagine, and now here I am, trying my best just to forget everything, every piece of you, the way you smell, the feel of your skin.. I can still feel you. I think I always will. 15 Don't feel stupid for missing him. Even if he did treat you like shit, you still had happy memories and you're always gonna miss them. Don't try to replace him, cause you won't. Just get through each day, and eventually it will get better, I promise. Eventually someone will come into your life and whether or not you realize it, they are going to be something special to you. So don't throw yourself at every guy you see, trying to replace him or dull the memories, because you're gonna make yourself see how hard he is to replace. 16 Ultimately, he's going to find out how you chew, how you sip, how you dance, how you smell at every point in the day; the fact that most of your friends are shallow, that you hate sitting in the aisle seat, how you sometimes can't seem to listen, how you get hyper when you travel, how certain games or shows make you really happy, how you get cranky because your too stupid to remember to sleep, how you don't like the way you look in pictures, how you can't get off the phone when your late because you don't want to sound like you don't care, how you have no ability to save receipts; he's going to know all of it, everything about you, he's going to know and he's still going to love you. 17 Love is when you miss him even before he leaves, when you could listen to him talk all night and never get tired of hearing his voice, when the sound of his name sends chills down your spine and you see his smile the second you close your eyes. 18 What we see depends mainly on what we look for. 19 There's always going to be that one person you always want to be with even after you find out that they don't want to be with you. 20 The greatest pleasure in life is doing what people say you cannot do. 21 It's like once you've been hurt, you're so scared to get attached again, like you have this fear that every person you start to like is going to break your heart. 22 Sometimes I wonder if anything's absolute anymore. Is there still right and wrong? Good and bad? Truth and lies? Or is everything negotiable, left to interpretation. Sometimes we're forced to bend the truth, transform it, cause we're faced with things that are not of our own making. And sometimes things simply catch up to us. 23 You will never forget your first love. That's what makes it so special. You love so hard, so deeply, and so intensely because you don't know any different. It's the best thing until it is over. Then you hurt like you've never been hurt before. Eventually you love again, but you love differently. You will love more carefully and more cautiously, continually comparing that person to your first love. 24 It's not that I believe everything happens for a reason. It's just that I think that some things are meant to be broken. Imperfect. Chaotic. It's the universes way of providing contrast, you know? There has to be a few holes in the road, because that's just how life is. 25 Promise yourself to be strong, that nothing can disturb your peace of mind. Look at the sunny side of everything and make optimism come true. Think of only the best, work only for the best, and expect only the best. Forget the mistakes of the past and press on to the greater achievements of the future. Give so much time to the improvement of yourself that you have no time to criticize others. Live in the faith that the whole world is on your side as long as you're true to the best that is in you. 26 It happens to everyone as they grow up; you find out who you are and what you want, and then you realize that the people you've known forever don't see things the way you do. And so you keep the memories but find yourself moving on. 27 You're going to come across people in your life who will say all the right words at all the right times. But in the end, it's always their actions you should judge them by. It's actions, not words, that matter. 28 I believe in karma. What you give is what you get returned. I believe you can't appreciate real love until you've been burned. I believe the grass is greener on the other side. I believe you don't know what you've got until you have to say goodbye. 29 As he took my hand in the dark, I wasn't lost anymore. I was free and I was his. 30 There's something is your smile that makes me think that maybe you weren't ready to let me go either. 31 When it comes down to life, you risk nothing or everything. That's just how it is. 32 Take chances, a lot of them. Cause honestly, no matter where you end up & with who, it always ends up just the way it should be. Your mistakes make you who you are, you learn & grow with each choice you make, everything is worth it. Say how you feel.. Always. be you, & be okay with it. 33 I know how it feels to be on the edge of your bed. Your head buried in your hands, wishing everything would end. 34 What we have here is a dreamer, someone completely out of touch with reality. When she jumped, she probably thought she would fly. 35 I keep listening to the same song, just because it reminds me of that day, and the memories rush back. 36 And the time that I'm most grateful when we're together isn't when we're laughing hysterically or when we kiss or even when we hug or when you look at me for a moment too long that lets me know exactly how you feel and what you're thinking. Although I love those things, those aren't my favorite moments. My favorite moments are when we're watching tv and I'm laying in your arms and I can hear your heartbeat and your breathing and you tighten you grip and bury you head closer to me. It's when I know you're looking at the rhythm of my breathing and you think I think you're just watching tv. I love those moments. 37 & Her eyes screamed the saddest apology the world had ever heard 38 The only thing harder than walking away is not looking back 39 Never think you're nothing. Never cry at night over not being pretty enough. Never tell yourself you'll never be good enough. Because to someone, you're everything. To someone, you're gorgeous. To someone you are the world. 40 I may not have gone where I intended to go, but I think I have ended up where I needed to be. 41 Never forget yesterday, but always live for today because you'll never know what tomorrow can bring or what it can take away. 42 Optimism means expecting the best, but confidence means knowing how to handle the worst. 43 "People that are meant to be together, always find their way in the end." + One Tree Hill 44 If we never talk again I just want you to know that the days I spent with you were the best days of my life 45 After a while, the jokes aren't funny anymore. There's nothing left to smile about. Everyone begins to look the same. Lovers lose their passion. Friends become enemies. & The life we once knew is gone. 46 I guess I could call you & see how you`re doing. But I don`t really have much to say. I just sit all alone, & stare at the phone, & hope you`re doing okay.. 47 You know you truly care when you have to try and convince yourself that you don't. 48 The minutes fell like petals all around us, like a goodbye kiss when goodbye felt so wrong. 49 This is me wishing you into the worst situations. I'm the kind of kid that can't let anything go. But you wouldn't know a good thing if it came up and hit you between the eyes. 50 All I want is to go back to that one night when you were holding me in your arms & you told me you'd never let me go. 51 I promised myself that I was over you, but when I look into those eyes, I can't help but wish you were mine. 52 It seems like you're always falling for the same guy You just change the face and the name But if you're gonna keep fishing in a pool of shallow water You can't give the fish all the blame 53 I've learned that things change and people change. It doesn't mean you forget the past or try to cover it up. It simply means that you've moved on and treasure the memories. Letting go doesn't mean giving up, it just means accepting that some things just aren't meant to be. 54 Promise yourself to be strong, that nothing can disturb your peace of mind. Look at the sunny side of everything and make optimism come true. Think of only the best, work only for the best, and expect only the best. Forget the mistakes of the past and press on to the greater achievements of the future. Give so much time to the improvement of yourself that you have no time to criticize others. Live in the faith that the whole world is on your side as long as you're true to the best that is in you. 55 I believe that two people are connected at the heart and it doesn't matter what you do or who you are or where you live. There are no boundaries or barriers if two people are destined to be together. 56 And the truth is, there are no happy endings. If there were happy ending to happiness, it was never real There is hope in every one of us, that we can find happiness. Maybe we will. But for most of us, happiness seems too far away. People spend their whole lives chasing after it when it should really be chasing after you 57 I don’t know. I mean, I want to be his friend. But then again, I don’t. You know? I mean how can you simply be friends with someone, when every time you look at them, you’re thinking about how much more you really want 58 You can’t blame me for trying. I’ve gone through seasons waiting for you with nothing changing but the weather. And I want to say that I’m okay with being along, and I want to show you that I’m okay with being alone. But even if I said it, I wouldn’t mean it. To be quite honest, the only thing getting me through these days is the false hope that things are going to be okay, that they’re going to get better, but without you..Im never okay. 60 Isn’t it amazing how much you can keep bottled up inside of you? And what’s even more amazing is how you can just walk around, and no one would have any idea. 61 Every ones afraid of something, that’s how you know when you care about things. When you’re afraid of losing them. 62 I don’t have a fear of commitment, I have a fear of abandonment. We all screw things up, I screw things up. Especially with the people I love. I get needy, I get moody, I get distant, I want to be close, I get confused. I don’t understand all of it. But I keep pushing, because I hope in this thing; the universe. There’s no way I’m the only person out there who wants something this bad. If I want it someone else out there must too. 63 I was leaning on you, lacing both our hands when I made up my mind; that I wasn’t going to give up on you, ever. 64 I can’t stay mad at him, and when I’m mad at him he says the most sweetest thing and I forget why I was mad in the first place. I love when he does that. 65 It’s taken me awhile, but Im learning that letting go of the past is a good thing. It doesn’t mean forgetting, it just means moving on. And you can’t enjoy the present when you’re stuck in the past. 66 Your love, it comforts me and that’s my security. 67 You just learn to forget the people, who forgot about you. 68 Happiness will never come to those who don’t appreciate what they already have. 69 Im never letting this one go, because often certain people enter our lives at the most peculiar times, for the most beautiful reasons. They seem to make the most perfect impressions while leaving behind an everlasting impact. Some of the best things in life appear when you least expect them. Things you can never forget. 70 Time goes by a lot slower, when you miss the one you love. 71 One of the worst feelings in the world, is having to doubt something you once thought was unquestionable. 72 Sometimes I wish my eyes were not as wide, and my dreams were not as big, and my heart was not as open. Sometimes I just wish that I didn’t fall in love with the world so easily. 73 No matter how far I go, No matter how much this hurts, I wanted you to know... My heart remains with you. 74 Sometimes, the hardest thing to let go of is the ones you never had. 75 Because I still wonder where you are, and I wonder what you’re doing. Are you somewhere feeling lonely, or is someone loving you? 76 Behind this innocent smile of mine, lay the words that go unsaid. Words of longing, love, anger and hate, are all repeating in my head. 77 You can try your hardest, you can do everything and say everything but sometimes people just aren’t worth crying over anymore. They aren’t worth worrying about. It’s important to know when to let go of someone who only brings you down. 78 Maybe he’s wondering why I quit calling. Maybe he’s actually missing me. Maybe he’s thought about calling me. Or maybe, right this moment, he’s sitting in his room, lying oh so casually on his bed. Talking on that cell phone of his, and tricking another girl to fall in love with the sound of his words. And I’m not a glimmer of thought in his mind. 79 She’s the type of girl that wishes on stars even though she knows nothing will happen. She still wants some hope that her life will be better. She wishes to be prettier, a stronger person, but most of all, with tears running down her face, she wishes for him. 80 As I lay here in my bed I will never forget the way you hugged me, the way you loved me, the way you kissed me. The things you’ll never do again. 81 It’s always the same. You find someone, think that they’re the one, and then they end up ripping your heart out. But this one? This is different. The real "one" is easy to pick out. See that kid that has always been there for you? The "guy friend" that you never thought you would date? Open your eyes. That’s the one. 82 And to be honest, I never wanted anyone as much as I want you. 83 Every girl has three guys in her life: The one she loves, the one she hates, and the one she can’t live without. And in the end, they’re all the same guy. 84 No girl should ever forget that she doesn’t need anyone, who doesn’t need her. -Marilyn Monroe. 85 All I can picture is the color of your eyes, and the way you made me smile. I haven’t felt that in awhile. 86 Forgive me if I look so lonely, it’s not that bad. Sometimes it’s just the sound of the TV that gets me wondering why. Sometimes it’s just a conversation that makes me cry. 87
The saddest kind of sad, is the sad that tries not to be sad.
You know...when sad tries to bite its lip and not cry and smile and say
"No, I’m happy for you"? That’s when its really sad. 88
I took one big step, and I looked away.
And then I thought of all the things that I wanted to say.
I’m always too late. 89
And it happens once again, Ill turn to a friend.
Someone that understands, sees through the master plan. 90
There comes a time in every life,
when the world gets quiet and the only thing left is your own heart.
You better learn to know the sound of it.
Otherwise you’ll never understand what its saying. | 
